Master of Dark Desires Arrive As Their Kingdom Falls

emolicious_mike @ 2004-07-25T05:01:00

2004-07-25T09:06:06Z

update...yeah holy shit im updating yeah summer is boring shows are the shit this summer yeah stuff like that yay i get to see sara on monday that tomorrow...weeee...i miss her grrr...she was soo cute at the mall she looked soo hot..her smile is the best..yeah fuck anyone that leaves a fucking retarded comment i hope they do so i can get rid of this journal im sick of that shit i like sara...alot

emolicious_mike @ 2004-07-15T15:23:00

2004-07-15T19:24:48Z

Im really sick of people shit and im not updating this shit anymore so i could get fucking bitched at by fucking people with no lives that think they fucking no me soo fuck off im not doing this shit anymore

Last update

:::::::::I LOVE HALLIE:::::::::::::::

2004-07-12T02:03:49Z

Ive been talking to hallie so much I can talk to her about anything. Shes my whole life and I love her to death! Hallie owns me <3 but i wish she felt the same about me. I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie I love Hallie!!

yo

2004-07-11T23:56:18Z

hi everyone this is hallie mike told me to update this for him cuz um hes too lazy so yea. He says i know what he did this past week or whatever but i dont really know. All i know is he went to sawgrass w/ jenelle on friday and then saw me at the movies and then drove away. lol. so yea i dont know what to say. Mike says hi. Hes awsome.

-Halster

:::::::::::In Defiance of Existence:::::::::::::::::::::

2004-07-05T19:22:28Z

the 4th was kinda boring i mean i didnt really go any where well i did go to my friends house and we hung out and shit then at like 11 we went to go get fireworks and shit...yeah that was my night and shit yeah today i bored and shit and i want to go somewhere...i have spent most of my morning sleeping then i was reading hallies journal i miss hallie i have to seen her in like forever....well now im talking to stephen dellon yeah i want to see if i could go to his house...yeah well yeah i will update maybe tomorrow

emolicious_mike @ 2004-07-04T15:59:00

2004-07-04T20:06:37Z

Hey everyone reading this damn thing yes im updating woot...yeah anyways blah blah went to work today yeah boring...and i saw a really good show last night and yeah shit is cool i feeling better now that im over alex yup ha im over alex no more of me being upset everynight b.c she does not love me and she likes some other guy whatever...me and her are done. yeah well the band is on the rocks right now i dont know whats going on with that soo whatever im want to start a band with Keith he is a great guitarist yeah....well yeah smegma broke up last night...add another "o" to broke and you have brooke the one how split the band up hahahahah whatever....Brooke taft killed smegma something that should have died along time ago shit.....well yeah saw spider man 10 fucking times i guess good movie.... yeah well blah update later bitchs

-Slut slut

emolicious_mike @ 2004-06-29T02:01:00

2004-06-29T07:34:40Z

I LOVE YOU ALEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....well besides loving alex...yeah well nothing much has been going on here just talking to stephen dellon he just got back from tampa..i want to go to tampa to see sarah and heather....besides that i have just been going to shows and hanging out with people and just doing band stuff..ive been playing guitar everyday so i guess im getting better and better everyday....ive learned like three songs in two days....soo yeah ive been talking to alex for like two weeks or so ive like fell in love with her and i cant stop thinking about her...i love her....Well this saturday i went to the Far From Human show it was soo good..even tho i got the shit kicked out of me...i saw alot of people i knew jess was there and the people that own solid sound always ask me if im people..Stephn is talking to me at this moment that im updating he told me a funny joke it was your momma is having a party in her mouth and everybodys cumming..lol...yeah well tonight i was hanging with anferney Sam sgro, krissy, and liz...yeah we were talking all night just me and sam and anferney...yeahh it was cool but i really miss alex i want to talk to her i told i didnt want to talk to her b.c i love her and i dont want to b.c she does not love me the way i would want her to..she said she did but i dont know...soo i hope she sees this b.c i love her soo much i would die for her i would do anything...i love you alex....

I love you soo much alex

:::::::::::Fucking Hostile:::::::::

2004-06-25T18:20:14Z

Nothing is going on nothing is ever going on yeah boring fuck this journal shit

emolicious_mike @ 2004-06-19T09:43:00

2004-06-19T13:46:26Z

Yeah i dont update that much but if you have wanted me to update here you go..ummm yeah updating and shit well nothing is ever going on in this shithole called boca soo yeah just hanging out doing band shit and we have a show next week...go to that with far from human....i have really just been with abe and mike and doing nothing but hanging out staying out all night and thats about it....yeah ill update later b.c i have to go to the airport..

::::::::::::::::::::::::Drawing Blood:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

2004-06-08T02:17:27Z

Yeah damn im bored really bored one more of school left for me man then after school tomorrow i might go out somewhere with mike and abe i dont know yet i hope mike is ok tho i have not heard from him all day which really sucked b.c i was home all day and i wanted to do something with him and abe we are like brothers we always hang out they are the coolest....yeah well today i took my two finals.thats two down two more to go man its going to suck tomorrow man i got to really think tomorrow..yeah but its one more day...well after school today i went to franks house for a jam it was cool john was there and justine and vinny and erin then drew came over with his little brother zach....yeah after the jam we went to meagans house to chill and watch a movie....then after we went back to franks to jam some more with shit we came up with a few songs i guess...it was cool but mike and abe were not there maybe tomorrow they will be b.c i think im going over there to jam tomorrow too im serious about the band so i like to practice everyday if i can which helps me play better on guitar....well im going to go to sleep i have my finals tomorrow english and eco which is going to suck brohaam...SARAHS BIRTHDAY IS ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!i hope she knows that i care about her im going to see her for her birthday...
i dont know where she is going to be in a hotel or what sooo yeah blah going to sleep

-Mike-

emolicious_mike @ 2004-06-05T12:27:00

2004-06-05T16:33:51Z

You need to take a closer look at me
Cause I was born to be the thorn in your side
No matter what you think you're gonna see
You never wanted this barrage of fucking pride
You don't want none of me

You've got a fucking catheter in your brain
Pissing your common sense away
When you draw first blood you can't stop this fight
For my own peace of mind - I'm going to
Tear your fucking eyes out
Rip your fucking flesh off
Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass
Fuck you and your progress
Watch me fucking regress
You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing
Payback's a bitch motherfucker

You only live to be a parasite
Your life must suck when nothing's going your way
Everything melts away before your eyes
You're just a punk that doesn't have the sense to get away
Get the fuck away

You've got a fucking catheter in your brain
Pissing your common sense away
When you draw first blood you can't stop this fight
For my own peace of mind - I'm going to
Tear your fucking eyes out
Rip your fucking flesh off
Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass
Fuck you and your progress
Watch me fucking regress
You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing
Payback's a bitch motherfucker

I will never become your fucking scapegoat
I don't know how it feels to come up short
I only want vengeance
To come shining down on me
I don't want you to die
Before I get the chance to kill you myself

You've got a fucking catheter in your brain
Pissing your common sense away
This is for the mindfuck
This is for the hell of it
This is for me- I'm going to
Tear your fucking eyes out
Rip your fucking flesh off
Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass
Fuck you and your progress
Watch me fucking regress
You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing
Tear your fucking eyes out
Rip your fucking flesh off
Beat you till you're just a fucking lifeless carcass
Fuck you and your progress
Watch me fucking regress
You were made to take the fall - now you're nothing
Now you're nothing

long day damnit

2004-06-04T08:12:55Z

Goddamnit i cant sleep, i want to go to sleep but i cant soo i will stay up and update this shit....i cant stop thinking about rachael i saw her today and i think im going to the movies with her tonight im not sure i hope i can....GODDAMNIT she is always on my mind now i wanted to see her all day then she called me and she was at the mall so i saw her there and her fucking friend was being gay as shit..but i get the feeling rach doesnt like me very...now that she was hanging out with me and her brother was there with his friend and she was with her friend jackie..When i saw rachael i knew it was not going to be one of those fake love relationships that i have had in the past its sooo different with her its like im freaked out to talk to her in person she is sooo beautiful and cute...she has the cutest face she is soooo fucking pretty and i would never hurt her and anyone who thinks i would is fucking retarded.....i cant go a day without talking to her...its like i need to hear her for me to go on, to keep on living...im like falling in love with her she is soooo perfect...its like she does not have one flaw....i just want her to know im a good guy and i would not hurt her well im going to have to prove it to her....yeah im not obsessed or anything I just love her

XxX
I love you with everything i have to give rachael

~Mike~

:::::::::::::::Reasons::::::::::::::::::::::::

2004-06-03T11:07:39Z

Well its 6 in the morning and its cold as hell in my room and i miss rachael i might go to see her after my finals...well im not going today till 1:15 or so...yeah i should go and study for my spanish final i think its going to be hard as shit but i know the shit on it so i think im going to be ok with the final it will be cool because i might get to go to rachs house and chill with her and abe if abe gets his damn car so we can go over there...Latly everyone has been giving me shit for liking rachael all her friends and shit..like danielle and hallie if you dont like the shit i do dont bother yourself with it then move on....its not like im going to forget rachael i like her to much to do that and i just hope she likes me the same way i like her she is fucking awesome she is such a cool person i can talk to her about anything but she cant talk as long as i can she always has to go which sucks if i could i would stay up all night and talk to her like forever just i would not have to go a sec without hearing her voice and knowing that she cares...goddamn i like rachael soooo much...she is great......how can you not like rach she is soo damn cute hehehe and the cute butt goddamn..well im gonna go study and shit for my spanish test which is going to suck balls but its ok...ill think about rach when im taking it so i will do good even though i already think about her all the time....well blah

xXx.....
-MiKeness-

::::::::::::::::::Fuck your power trip::::::::::::::::

2004-06-02T11:16:39Z

dude im bored im bored im bored im bored and i felt like updated this damn thing blah blah blah....yup i talked to rach yesturday she is sooo fucking cool and like i have soo much in common with her and shes not stupid and she knows whats going on...goddamn i luv that girl..Rachness i luv you.............blah blah blah still bored eric is going to read this and say something he always does eric you suck nuts....but your funny like telling your mom to grow hair and calling her a faggot that was some funny shit brohaam well off to school since its not over for me yet shit......well anyways going blahhhh i luv Rachael!!!!!!!

-Mikeness-
Rachael i luv you grrrr

::::::::::::::Rachlicious::::::::::::::::::

2004-06-01T01:18:06Z

Blah blah blah blah blah im really bored and people suck...people want me to change and shit well i guess i have changed from the way i was...once i was really nice and shit did not bother then when i found out that people suck and you cant trust anyone is when i started becoming an asshole and this goes out for danielle and hallie if you want me to change dont be such a bitch to me and shit and dont say that you hate me in my journal you want to fucking say something say it to my face...and look danielle and hallie i know i hurt you in the past and ive been trying to make it up to you two but you have to understand i dont trust anyone anymore.........

-Mike

:::::::::::::::::Beneath The Remains::::::::::::::::::::::

2004-05-31T16:55:57Z

last night i went to a party and hung out with some old friends it was kind of boring so i went home at like 9 or so then mike called me seeing if i wanted to go to danielles house to like hang out watch a movie or go in her pool so i was like ok little did i know that danielle and michelle were going to be total bitchs to me they always are i sometimes cant stand and im sure its the same for them too but that does not bother me...well since they were being assholes i decided to go home and mike was with me so hung out in my house and just listened to music and talked and we were just bullshiting..if i would have known that they were going to be assholes i would have gone to <3rachaels<3 house i wanted to go there anyways....yeah that was my night and today i think im going to coral square to get some shit but i dont know yet so yeah that will be my day and i think mike is coming over with abe or something i dont know man.....

I heart you Rachael

:::::::::::::::::Scars Of The Crucifix::::::::::::

2004-05-30T21:13:16Z

This weekend was alright yesturday i was with abe most of the day we went to coral square just to get some shit then we went to shadowood to see if anyone was there but no one was...then we went to town center and no one was there either thats ok though then we went to my friend laurens house not lodden....after that i went back home for alittle bit and shana came over with chris and mike then came to pick me up to go the movies to see the day after tomorrow that was a great movie it was the shit...abe was going to go with us but i guess geting laid is more important then friends....well the movie was awesome but too long i thought rachael was going to go with me but she had to do shit i guess i really wanted to see her... :_( there is something about her that i cant explain but she is soo cool I HEART YOU RACHAEL....yeah well anyways back to last night after the movie i went home and yelled at sarah for shit that she has done i hope she reads this she is such a bitch to me and i found out all the shit she did with other guys when she was going out with me and she thinks i have other girlfriends she is such a bitch....Yeah tonight im going to my friend sarahs party it should be cool i think well i will update and tell about it..

-Mike

:::::::::::MasTerY:::::::::::::::::

2004-05-27T23:03:12Z

I need to update this damn thing holy shit...i never update this thing you people should tell me to update. Well the past week or two or maybe even three i have been with abe and mike just chilling and jamming and we decided to start a band and we had a drummer and bassist then they quit on us and now we have a good bassist and drummer... and we have been in and out of studios and practiceing all the time thats why i never get to really update my journal and shit yeah and tomorrow we are going to solid sound so EVERYONE GOO!!!!! yeah we are going to be there for 3 hours...well yeah back to my dumb ass life i was danielle i dont know when but i wanted to just throw her in here to show her i care and sarah too <3<3.....And ive been talking to Racheal<3<3<3<3<3not rachel lustgarden she is my ho bag and she never talks to me anymore which doesnt bother me b.c im always goddamn busy....Back to solid sound were playing there tomorrow and were having a pracitce so come and see us!!!! and smegma is playing the next day so see them too there friends of ours so go SEE SMEGMA....AND MASTERY!!!! DAMNIT yeah well school is almost over only a few days for me and public get out tomorrow bitchs....

Same old shit

2004-05-10T20:46:52Z

Yeah today another goddamn day of school boring as shit i wanted to hit myself and chels is not back yet neither is ethan, bobby, and dan which really sucks...atleast kk is there and tiff and the rest of my friends but today sucked i am sick and i didnt want to go to school but i had no choice i wanted to stay home and do nothing....well the day went slow and shit and im doing nothing right now but talking online to sarah and stacey and other people well ill write later....XxX

-Mike

Vampire

2004-05-10T10:39:12Z

Well not too much has been going on with me i guess all the fights are gone but with liz thats a different story...sometimes i get really pissed off at her and i dont know why...maybe the fact that i really care about her and she is fucking in love with anthoney and i dont like it when all she talks about is him even tho i love anthoney to death but she could talk to me about shit...And Hallie, Hallie hates the up living shit out of me..I think she wants to kick my ass and i would not blame for doing so..I feel bad that i hurt her and shit and i wish i could make up for it....And for the first time in my journal SARAH!!!!!yay now she wont try to beat to the shit out of me now...Well this Saturday i was with Sarah just chillen in Pompono where she lives and i feel bad i never put her in here well now i am yay...And also on Saturday i went racing that was the fucking shit after that i went to my friend marcos house and chilled there till like 7 then i went home for alittle then mike and Ab came over to jam and shit and i think we are getting somewhere with the jams...We sound really good playing together as a group but we need a bassist and a drummer...SO IF YOU KNOW ANYONE THAT PLAYS BASS OR DRUMS TELL ME!!!!! And they have to be in to metal!!!Well after jamed we were going to go to shadowood to see if there was anybody we could chill with nope anthoneys cool but he was jessicas and justins ride home so we moved on from that we were going to go mizeracts a little bar that mike and ab wanted to go to then Sarah called me asking where i was and i said can you do anything by the time she called me it was like 11 at night soo we went over there and left at like 1 and i didnt get home till like 2ish......Friday all i did was go to shadowood and i saw Van hellsing kick ass movie....and on Sunday i was with the family for mothers day and right now im sick as shit and i dont think im gonna go to school.....grrrrrr...Well ill update on the later

-Mike

Immortal Love

2004-05-07T02:28:09Z

Hey eveyone alot of stuff is going on and shit like that i went to my friend jen to go out to eat dinner...it was cool she is now 18 and i wish her even cared about me but whatever..KK was there i just talked to her and shit she is great <3 <3 But i still love jenn she is awesome.....tired im gonna update later

My darkest days

2004-05-02T21:38:38Z

I need to write in this damn thing more god damnit, yeah well im going to porm with my friend jenn that is going to be cool. Well this friday i went to shadowood to hang out with some peeps and hoes i went to go pick up liz and yet again she left me for alittle bit...Then i saw abraham, mike,and luigi i hung out with them like the whole night and danielle and HALLIE were there yay HALLIE!!!!!!! hallie is my pimp juice....heheheh yeah later we were hanging out with this guy chris he is cool and he knows shit and he is not talking about random and when i talk to him i know where he is coming from with stuff its cool well later we went to dennys and halle and danielle came with us...it was cool abraham was saying stupid shit like always but its sooo funny. like doing the jo and shit like that and they were telling the waiting to suck donkey balls... yeah then yesturday i went to emilys party that was cool i met sammie she is cool...in cool ways.....yeah after the party we hung out around in places then mike took me home and that was all i did update later

Forever gone

2004-05-02T14:40:23Z

Heavy metal! You rock! It's mostly about the
music instead of lyrics for you...but you
channel most of the emotion through the lyrics!
Mosh pit for you! Just be careful you don't
give yourself a concussion with so much
headbanging...

What genre of rock are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

bored as shit

2004-04-26T23:39:02Z

I went to another boring ass day of school i felt like i wanted to kick myself in the balls, i think the only cool people at my school are chels and jen...Chels is like the cool friend i have ever had...She is my chelsness....today was cool as shit bro now john is here update later

Bullshit

2004-04-25T22:28:22Z

Yeah i did not do too much this weekend i was hanging out with my friend dan and my friend elyse..yeah then i took them home then i went to shadowood to hang out with some peeps..David was there but only for alittle jess and justin were there but i was not hanging with them i was with Abraham and Luigi, and mike emmys boyfriend...addison was there and fucking liz and angella ditched me so fuck them, well fuck one of them more then the other, whore.... well i went to emmys house to hang for alittle bit mike gave us a ride then we left there at 11 or so and then came to my house to chill for alittle they left at 1 i think i dont know but it was late....yeah then saturday i did not do too much but i went to mizner with Lodden and her friend and her boyfriend we saw a movie the whole ten yards yeah yeah pimp is was ok.....well today i did nothing but family things ill update later